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FONT FREAKKKKK.... ughhhh.. ohhh the drama.. the drama...

/)_(\   ekkkkkkkkk...

okey. now back to sane mode.

earlier while browsing the web, i encountered a page that led me to these works of &#x3C;b&#x3E;Nik Ainley&#x3C;/b&#x3E;. damn! i&#x27;m not worthy.... hands down. if not the best, then he&#x27;s one of the best &#x22;typograpist&#x22; (just invented that term hehe) ever existed on this planet... XD

you can visit him at &#x3C;b&#x3E;&#x3C;a href=&#x22;http://www.shinybinary.com&#x22; target=&#x22;_blank&#x22;&#x3E;shinybinary.com&#x3C;/a&#x3E;&#x3C;/b&#x3E;

ok so i saw his works and got a little inspiration from it. then he has this tutorial, a very helpful one about types.

creating a very unique type requires not only Photoshop (although you can use it independently) but with the help of Illustrator and the likes.

this is the 1st time that i used a &#x22;cross platform&#x22; process in creating something. 

I used Photoshop, Illustrator, and Xara 3D(for the text) on this one. it may sound so complicated but nahhh it&#x27;s just simple...

to explain it all, uhhh i think we are all...</description>
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&#x3C;font color=&#x22;#a0aaaa&#x22;&#x3E;- Conceptual Composition -

&#x22;Tiny heart, stuck inside yourself
When will you open up for me?
I love you so, and want to meet you again
Before one of us must go&#x22;

1st of all, i chose this song by Flyleaf because again, LSS attack mode or maybe i can just relate to it. I fell in love with the song and easily got attached to it. weird... I&#x27;m also intrigued with the meaning of this song.

Just like Paramore, Flyleaf is a christian band and we seldom misinterpret some of their songs as &#x22;love songs&#x22; in where they&#x27;re actually intended as &#x22;Praise Songs&#x22;.

In a christian POV, &#x22;Tiny Heart&#x22; is a song about God calling to us trying to reach us. yes, God is can also be jealous in a way but He waits. No matter how much we sin, He&#x27;s still always there for us. Loving us. Caring for us. We point are attention to other things that there are times that we forget about Him. But He&#x27;s still there. Always there inside that TINY HEART of ours.

On the other side, THE LOVE SONG PART about a rela...</description>
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<pubDate>Mon, 5 May 2008 09:01:00 -0000</pubDate>
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(My heart, it beats for you)
(Please don&#x27;t go now, Please don&#x27;t fade away)
My heart is yours.&#x22;
&#x3C;b&#x3E;- My Heart -&#x3C;/b&#x3E;
Paramore

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for this album.
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<pubDate>Sun, 4 May 2008 13:21:49 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>colexion.uno</title>
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Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.&#x22;
&#x3C;b&#x3E;- Screaming Infidelities -&#x3C;/b&#x3E;
Dashboard Confessionals

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<pubDate>Sun, 4 May 2008 03:49:06 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>let.the.flames.begin</title>
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PARAMORE LOVE! &#x2665;

&#x3C;b&#x3E;JEREMY DAVIS. Paramore. bassist.
Let The Flames Begin&#x3C;/b&#x3E;

inspired by &#x22;rock band&#x22; posters and by the &#x22;RAJON RONDO&#x22; sparkling chever of Mr. Dustin Carbonera wahahahaha XDDDD

just tried it out. i was supposed to do something different (commissions) but my bumness led me to this one hahaha! tsktsktsk...

yeah. it&#x27;s Jeremy. i&#x27;m not &#x22;feminine-ish&#x22; but i can say, &#x22;HE&#x27;S DAMN HOT&#x22;! wahahahaha
XDDDD
don&#x27;t get me wrong. it&#x27;s just that, i wanna be like him!! 
evem just for one day!!! 
i wanna be a friggin&#x27; ROCKSTAR!!! 
hahahah ASA! ampff!!!
/).(\

Jeremy may not be the best bassist alive, but he&#x27;s the one that feeds the energy on the stage. he jams hard and bangs his head wherever he likes and at all times. you should see him play &#x22;here we go again&#x22;, &#x22;pressure&#x22;, and &#x22;when it rains&#x22;.. you&#x27;ll know what i mean...

i&#x27;m supposed to do another Hayley, but decided for a new one. This time, Jeremy. I might try Josh for my next one wahaha XDDD

ye...</description>
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<pubDate>Tue, 29 Apr 2008 16:52:31 -0000</pubDate>
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<description>             &#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(153, 153, 153);&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(153, 153, 153);&#x22;&#x3E;some parts of my portfolio will now be available for public viewing. this is for my online business contacts and for the art of selling yourself XD&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;though some will still be for contacts only specially those personal works/contents.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;blogs will still be for contacts only except for this one.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;i&#x27;m currently building up my portfolio and starting to focus on my career and having a straight path. (believe it? wahehehehe XD)&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;i changed the settings to private because of people with bad intentions.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;in the past, i had many posers wannabe who stole my works and acted as if it&#x27;s their work.&#x3C;br&#x3E;imagine, them, pretending to be artless.bum&#x2122;?? huwattt??!!&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;shame on you. shame on you.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;oh well. i&#x27;m already used to it. &#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;so to satisfy your desires.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;LOOTERS. POSEURS. STALKERS. HATERS.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;do whatever you like. i don&#x27;t care. it&#x27;s already copyrighted ( artless.bum&#x2122; ) wahehehe XD&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;just don&#x27;t let me catch you. you will be spawned dead or alive. XDDD&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;to my business contacts and to anyone interested, just inform me and i...</description>
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<pubDate>Thu, 24 Apr 2008 15:12:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<description>&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;img class=&#x22;alignmiddleb&#x22; src=&#x22;http://img329.imageshack.us/img329/8852/envyxp2.jpg&#x22; border=&#x22;0&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;i envy. him. her. them. all of them. &#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(51, 51, 51);&#x22;&#x3E;jelly jelly envy. &#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(51, 51, 51);&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(51, 51, 51);&#x22;&#x3E;mabuti pa sila...&#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(51, 51, 51);&#x22;&#x3E;inggit ako. &#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(51, 51, 51);&#x22;&#x3E;=(&#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(51, 51, 51);&#x22;&#x3E;ang sakit. kakainis talaga.&#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(51, 51, 51);&#x22;&#x3E;*sighs*&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;---&#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(51, 51, 51);&#x22;&#x3E; It&#x27;s over now, I&#x27;m cold, alone&#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(51, 51, 51);&#x22;&#x3E; I&#x27;m just a person on my own&#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(51, 51, 51);&#x22;&#x3E; Nothing means a thing to me&#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(51, 51, 51);&#x22;&#x3E; I&#x27;m not an addict (maybe that&#x27;s a lie)&#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(51, 51, 51);&#x22;&#x3E; I&#x27;m not an addict.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x22;Not An Addict&#x22;&#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(51, 51, 51);&#x22;&#x3E;~ K&#x27;s Choice&#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(51, 51, 51);&#x22;&#x3E;---&#x3C;br&#x3E;</description>
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<pubDate>Tue, 25 Mar 2008 14:48:00 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>emergency!        (unfinished)</title>
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&#x3C;b&#x3E;EMERGENCY!!!!&#x3C;/b&#x3E;

i&#x27;ll finish this one later or tomorrow.. tsktsktsk... lazzyy...

---

I think we have an emergency
And you do your best to show me love
But you don&#x27;t know what love is. 

Cause&#x27; I&#x27;ve seen love die way too many times 
When it deserved to be alive
I&#x27;ve seen you cry way too many times 
When you deserved to be alive 

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<pubDate>Sun, 23 Mar 2008 03:58:14 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>threefold.graphic.romance</title>
<description>&#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(51, 51, 51);&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;br style=&#x22;color: rgb(51, 51, 51);&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;img class=&#x22;alignmiddleb&#x22; src=&#x22;http://img291.imageshack.us/img291/6982/3foldag8.jpg&#x22; border=&#x22;0&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;all of us have our very own love stories, fairy tales, melodrama, comedy, etc. that express what&#x27;s inside our mind. most specially, it shows what&#x27;s inside our hearts. and this is what&#x27;s inside me.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;i don&#x27;t have to use any hifalutin super space medieval freaky vocabularic words to express what i feel. i don&#x27;t need to be poetic on this one. i don&#x27;t need idioms. semantics won&#x27;t be able to descry the laws of language within this piece. all it takes is HEART. a pure one. no pretensions. no screw ups. honest. sincere. call it whatever you like.&#x26;nbsp; it&#x27;s all HEART. &#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;so here i go, this is a threefold graphic novel/piece whatever that tells a melodrama tragic romance.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;DISCLAIMER:&#x3C;br&#x3E;you don&#x27;t even need to read the captions or whatever is written on it. a keen observation of the following images will tell you the whole story.&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;---&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;Last night I fell in love with a stranger&#x3C;br&#x3E;Behind the glass house she came walking out the backdoor&#x3C;br&#x3E;Into a crowd of screaming boys calling her name&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x26;nbsp;&#x3C;img class=&#x22;alignmiddleb&#x22; src=&#x22;http://img155.imageshack.us/img155/7159/spotlightbes1ce7.jpg&#x22; border=&#x22;0&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x22;When it rains, I don&#x27;t ne...</description>
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<pubDate>Mon, 17 Mar 2008 14:22:48 -0000</pubDate>
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---

Every night i wake up
Hoping that I&#x27;ll find you here and
There&#x27;s not a day that goes by
I don&#x27;t think about your smile
Someday, someway, somehow
We will be together again
I just want you to know

I want you
I need you
I&#x27;m lost here without you
I&#x27;m all messed up in you
I hope i never wake up
I dream about you all the time now.

And I know that we will find a way
To be together someday
And I promise you that I won&#x27;t leave
I&#x27;ll be here forever

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<pubDate>Mon, 25 Feb 2008 13:54:57 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>when.it.rains</title>
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---

And when it rains,
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away,
From all of the ones who love you,
From everything.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And you&#x27;ll sleep &#x27;til May
And you&#x27;ll say that you don&#x27;t want to see the sun anymore

You can take your time, take my time.

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&#x3C;/font&#x3E;
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<pubDate>Mon, 25 Feb 2008 12:39:45 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>run.baby.run | hapi.bday.KR.\m/</title>
<description>&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;img src=&#x22;http://img99.imageshack.us/img99/169/krdebutpopver1hf9.jpg&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;&#x3C;br&#x3E;i got tagged by Philip to make a pop-art of KR to be used for the invitations for her Debut scheduled today. it was supposed to be a surprised celebration but he said KR already found out about it. so it was 3 days after i got tagged that i finally got to work on it, remember: i&#x27;m a BUM! so a worked on it in one sitting... then there it was! voila! fell asleep...

passed it on to philip for him to attached the final icings on it and there i have no idea what the final one looked like. But then Philip told me that KR&#x27;s mom didn&#x27;t like it because it was just NOT SO KR... 

ughhhhhhhhh..... PROJECT FAILED.

well i have to admit it, i can even say it&#x27;s not so her. =) probably it&#x27;s the hair... that Paramore/Anime hair that i&#x27;ve been working on to. i&#x27;m kinda inlove w/ that style nowadays. Just look above, up there on how i did it, the umbrella drama thing. *sigh* =(

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<pubDate>Thu, 3 Jan 2008 11:06:54 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>the.girl.who.lived.forever</title>
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when, there&#x27;s nothing left to burn, you got to set yourself on fire. to the starry of all starry nights, stardust, this is the story of a girl who lived forever...

madshack portrait of Jamie. hmmm... looks like my effects got better each time i apply them? isn&#x27;t it? darn...

jam, apir! 

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<pubDate>Mon, 5 Nov 2007 14:49:55 -0000</pubDate>
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.Neslie&#x27;s Portrait. 

&#x22;They all come and go, millions of Prince Charmings and billions of King Arthurs. The longer it take, the faster it fade. When will she be freed from these strings of sorrow? Patience, for Love will be found. But, when will he come? Where&#x27;s Romeo? Just wait. He will come. That&#x27;s a promise made by Destiny.&#x22;

charlotte!

Madshack portrait ni cling2x... hehehe... i think this one is better than the one i made for myself.. darn.. suying..

anyways... i&#x27;m tired na.. gotta sleep!

apir! ^^

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<pubDate>Fri, 2 Nov 2007 04:55:27 -0000</pubDate>
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the cloud is white and drifts aimlessly. the rain isn&#x27;t black and crying anymore. when you look up, you&#x27;ll notice that single line. someday, the heart calls hallelujah. the wren that searches for an unchanging song. can you see that we&#x27;re all connected with an unseen thread? feeling lonely, at the brim of being alone. if you&#x27;re buried, close your eyes and sing. even if we&#x27;re apart, on that same land, under that mistletoe feeling Harmonia, telepathy. can you hear me?

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<pubDate>Sun, 14 Oct 2007 03:56:46 -0000</pubDate>
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<description>artless bum hereby declare the 4th week of july as the SUYING Week... angal? teh suying ka??</description>
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<pubDate>Fri, 12 Oct 2007 04:10:42 -0000</pubDate>
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<pubDate>Fri, 12 Oct 2007 04:06:37 -0000</pubDate>
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<pubDate>Fri, 12 Oct 2007 04:02:21 -0000</pubDate>
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<pubDate>Fri, 12 Oct 2007 03:59:55 -0000</pubDate>
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<pubDate>Mon, 11 Jun 2007 15:25:17 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>Spectrum Photo Shoot</title>
<description>1st Official Photo Shoot for this school year.. Taking of official ID pictures and other stuff as preparation for the upcoming issues.. Kre &#x26; Gringo will be the photographers and i&#x27;m the &#x22;paaman&#x22;</description>
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<pubDate>Fri, 18 May 2007 11:27:09 -0000</pubDate>
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<title>SY 07-08 Class Starts! wattafowkk?!?!</title>
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<pubDate>Fri, 18 May 2007 10:58:35 -0000</pubDate>
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